Eh... I needed to update. It's been a while. I'm at my parents workplace until around... literally 7-ish or 8-ish or so, so I won't be able to go to youth group.

But anyhow.

These past few weeks have been kinda eventful so far, since I ended up getting a cell phone for my birthday (563-343-2617, peeps), Left 4 Dead, and, uh... I have a girlfriend. For anyone who doesn't know about her yet, she goes to North with me. She's incredibly nice, smart, has a great sense of humor... she's an overall awesome person. She's the best thing that's happened to me for a LONG time. I feel happy, for once. And, frankly, I'd talk more about it, but with my mom practically hovering around me on and off, it'd be kinda awkward, so I'll leave it at this: I feel... happier than I normally feel when I'm around her. It's the highlight of my day to see her in 4'th block; it gets me through the slow, dragging days. If she knew how much she meant to me... if only...

But that's besides the point.

There's a few of my friends that I'm... really, really worried about. Rather, it's pretty much just one person, but that's besides the point. For privacy's sake, I won't announce who it is, but... we all know she's been making bad decisions, and, well... as hard as we have been trying, we haven't been able to get her to listen and actually take action. She doesn't know what she's doing; it's like she refuses to acknowledge that her actions are wrong and, frankly, against God's will. When I talked to her on the phone, I mentioned her faith, and... she got really defensive. But, truthfully, she's deluding herself - while she MAY have a strong faith, she's breaking God's command without a hint of remorse. And, God, it hurts all of us so... bad... if the person I'm talking about reads this, I beg of you. PLEASE, rethink your actions, your decisions. Look to God for answers.
Because we love you. And we miss you. And, finally, we want you to get better. We know you're a better person than that; we've seen it in the past. I just... hope this finally gets across to you.

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Eh... I better wrap this journal up. I have work to do, so... yeah. I won't be able to go to Youth Group tonight, since my parents are REALLY busy at work, but... maybe next week. Until next time, adios.

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Bleh. Found this all over Deviant Art, so I might as well do it myself. Basically, for anyone who doesn't know, go to Urban Dictionary, and type in the answers to each of these questions. Needless to say, the first few ended up... uh, funny. XD But things eventually got a little better.

1.) Your name?
Austin
-A guy that's good in bed, despite a less than great appearance. (Lolwhu XD)

2.) Your age?
16
-Legal age for fucking in the UK. (WHU. ;_; Why do I seem to be getting this kind of stuff?)

3.) One of your friends?
Courtney
-The Pimptress of the world. Needs to be adored by all men, but belongs only to me! Look up also, Pimptress or Genius. (...XDDDD Lawl, nice.)

4.) What should you be doing?
Social life
-Used for when a person has to evaluate how many friends he/she has or how close they are to him/her. (Bleh.)

5.) Favorite color?
Blue
-The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers. (Der, whu?)

6.) Birthplace?
St. Francis (Hospital)
-St. Francis is the quintessence of all that is gay. I might also metion that they are rainbow kissers. (...;_

7.) Month of your birth?
March
-Month in which creative, layed-back, dreamy, cool people were born. (Awesome. XD)

8.) Last person you talked to?
Mom
-The woman who loves you unconditionally from birth, the one who puts her kids before herself and the one who you can always count on above everyone else.
Just telling her your problems makes you feel better because mom's always know how to make it all go away.
Even if you fight, know that she's just looking out for your best interests. (Lawl, my mom likes that one. XD)

9.) One of your nicknames?
Spazz
-A person, either male or female, who can be very over-dramatic, moody, weird, quirky, flamboyant, annoying, suggestive, passionate, passive-aggressive, and/or socially retarded (awkward). Someone who says very disturbing, mind-boggling, and/or hilariously "random" things (often at the most inappropriate times). Someone who is very eccentric or alternative in their manner of being emotionally and/or physically expressive. (...Lololol XD)